Here be a ramble

Here be a little ramble. My sister - my beloved sister may be moving out of the town we share. To me, this news is devastating! However. I have come to realise that I have never felt such connection to a place as I do now. I think this is definitely the place for me. Happy to stay without her yet it will be strange to start with.  The other thing I have thought about is how it will bring me closer to my family... as she's moving halfway between my parents and me. I will visit her often on the train and all will be well. I am happy that she has made a happy decision. The wine helped me think about all of this last night! Oh the wine. The freedom it allows me and the happiness it brings. I'm not an addict. It just feels very good.

::: Listening to Ed Harcourt :::

I have stumbled across an old poem and a comment which made me think about my life. Back to the drawing board to assess what makes me me. What makes me happy. What I can do in the future to try not to lose this again. What I can do to not wander so far from home. Here is my list:

• I love my family even though I don't like to admit it. My sister has again become my NUMBER ONE. I love her.
• I love writing.  Whether it be haiku or lists or stories or tweets. I love words. I love books. I need to write everyday. I need to read everyday.
• I love photographs and images. Why haven't I been taking any?
• I love birds. I love butterflies. I want a collection of live birds and antique butterfly framed collections.

Oh - and I love three brands above all others......

1. Innocent Drinks
2. Urban Outfitters
3. Waterstone's

End of ramble. Lots of love x

Ps, I'm now listening to Damien Rice: Volcano.